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09-29-2012, 03:12 AM
ﻋﻨﺪﻱَ ﻃﻠﺐَ ﺭﻛﺰَ ﻃﻠﺐَ ﻡَ ﻫﻮَ : ﺭﺟﺠﺠﺂﺀ !
ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﺑﺘﺪﻱ ﻋﻨﺪﻱ ﻃﻠﺐ ﺭﻛِّﺰ ﻃﻠﺐ ﻣﺎﻫﻮ " ﺭﺟﺎﺀ " !
ﻣﺎ ﺃﺑﻲ ﺗﺠﺎﻭﺑﻨﻲ .. ﻭﻻ ﺗﺴﺘﻐﺮﺏ ﺇﻧﻲ ﺃﺳﺄﻟﻚ
ﻻ ﺗﻨﺼﺪﻡ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺰﻟﺘﻲ , ﺣﺎﻟﻲ ﻛﻤﺎ : ﺃﺑﻮ ﺍﻟﻌﻼﺀ
ﻋﻨﺪﻱ ﺳﺒﺐ : ﻣﺎ ﺗﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺇﻧِّﻲ ﺃﺟﻴﻚ ﻭ ﺃﻭﺻﻠﻚ
ﻻ ﺗﻌﺘﺒﺮ ﺟﻤﺮ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺷﺎﻋﺮﻙ ﻳﻌﻨﻲ " ﻫﺠﺎﺀ "
ﻟﻮ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺑﻬﺠﻲ ﺣﻀﺮﺗﻚ ﻣﺎ ﺧﻔﺖ ﻣﻨِّﻚ .. ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻚ !
ﻫﺬﻱ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻴﺪﻩ ﺻُﻨِّﻔﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻓﺘﺮﻱ ﻗﺼﺔ " ﺭﺛﺎﺀ "
ﺣﺐٍ ﻳﻤﻮﺕ ﻭﺗﻨﻮﻟﺪ .. ﻭﺣﺐٍ ﻳﻌﻴﺶ ﻭﻳﻘﺘﻠﻚ !
ﻧﺎﺩﻳﺖ ﻟﻚ ﻳﺎﻣﺎ .. ﻭﻻ ﻟﺒِّﻴﺖ ﻟﻲ , ﻭﺿﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﻨﺪﺍﺀ !
ﺇﻧﺒَﺢ ﺻﻮﺗﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺼﺪﻯ ﻣﻦ ﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﺎ ﻧﺎﺩﻳﺖ ﻟﻚ !
ﺃﻗﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺛﻴﺎﺑﻲ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻭﺃﺑﻌﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺠﻮﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ
ﻭﺭﻏﻢ ﺇﺑﺘﻌﺎﺩﻙ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻌﺐ ..ﺃﺭﺳﻢ ﻃﻤﻮﺡ ﻭﺃﻣﻬﻠﻚ ..
ﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺀ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟـ ﺟﺮﻭﺣﻚ " ﺩﻭﺍﺀ
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ﻣﺎ ﻋﺸﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻧﻴﺎﻱ ﻟﻲ !! ﻋﺎﻳﺶ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻋﺸﺖ " ﻟﻚ ! "
ﻋﻠﻤﺘﻚ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﺍﻟﻮﻓﻲ ,.. ﻣﺎ ﻳﺨﺬﻟﻚ ﻓﻴﻪ " ﺇﻧﺘﻤﺎﺀ " !
ﻭﻋﻠﻤﺘﻨﻲ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻢ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺤﺒﻪ .. ﻳﺨﺬﻟﻚ !!
ﻋﻠﻤﺘﻚ ﺇﻥ ﺃﺻﻞ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﻯ ﻳﺮﺟﻊ ﻟـ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ " ﺇﺣﺘﻮﺍﺀ " !
ﻭﻋﻠﻤﺘﻨﻲ ﺇﻥ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﻯ , ﻣﺎ ﻋﺎﺵ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺑـ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ !
ﻋﻠﻤﺘﻚ ﺇﻧِّﻲ ﻟﻚ ﺑﺤﺮ ] ﻣﺪَّﻩ ﻭﺟﺰﺭﻩ [ ﻟﻚ ﻭﻓﺎﺀ !
ﻭﻋﻠﻤﺘﻨﻲ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺃﻧﺼﺪﻡ ﻭﺃﻏﺮﻕ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻲ .. ﺳﺎﺣﻠﻚ !
ﻣﺎ ﺗﺴﺘﺤﻲ ,, ﻭﺩﺍﻣﻚ ﻛﺬﺍ ؟ - ﺇﻓﻌﻞ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺸﺎﺀ !
ﺗﻮِّﻱ ﻋﺮﻓﺖ ﺇﻧِّﻲ ﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻋْﺮِﻓِﻚ .. ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺟﻬﻠﻚ !
ﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺑﺲ ﻟﻚ ؟ ﻳﺎ ﻻﻋﺐ ﺃﺩﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﺪﻫﺎﺀ !
ﻭﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟﻚ ﺃﻗﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﻔﺎﺳﻚ ﻭﺃﻗﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻠﻚ ؟!
ﻣﺎ ﻋﺎﺩ ﺗﻔﺮﻕ ﻏﻴﺒﺘﻚ ﺃﻭ ﺭﺟﻌﺘﻚ .. ﻋﻨﺪﻱ ﺳﻮﺍﺀ !
ﻛﻨﺖ ﺇﻫﺘﻤﺎﻣﻲ ﻭﺭﻏﺒﺘﻲ ,.. ﻭﺍﻟﺤﻴﻦ ﺩﻭﺭﻱ ﺃﻫﻤﻠﻚ !
ﻻ ﺻﺎﺭ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻟﻚ ﻭﻃﻦ .. ﺃﺑﺴﺄﻟﻚ ﻭﻳﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﻻﺀ ..؟
ﻭﺷﻠﻮﻥ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺍﻟﻤﻤﻠﻜﻪ ؟ - ﺩﺍﻡ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﺎﻧﻪ ﻣﻦ ) ﻣﻠﻚ ( !
ﺇﻥ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺟﺎﻫﻞ !.. " ﻟﻌﺒﺘﻚ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ " ﻭﻣﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺫﻛﺎﺀ
ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻄﻔﻞ ﺇﻥ ﺟﺒﺖ ﻟﻪ ] ﻟﻌﺒﻪ ..[ - ﻭﻻﺀﻩ ﺻﺎﺭ
ﻟﻚ !
ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻧﺘﻬﻲ ﻋﻨﺪﻱ - ﺃﻣﺮ ﻣﺎ ﻫﻮ ﻃﻠﺐ ﻭﺇﻻ - ﺭﺟﺎﺀ ..
ﻻ ﻳﺸﻐﻠﻚ ﻣﺎﺿﻲ ﺇﻧﺘﻬﻰ .. ﺭﻛِّﺰ ﻋﻠـﻰ " ﻣﺴﺘﻘﺒﻠﻚ ! "
ﺭﺁﻗﺖ ﻟﻲ .. :004:
ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﺑﺘﺪﻱ ﻋﻨﺪﻱ ﻃﻠﺐ ﺭﻛِّﺰ ﻃﻠﺐ ﻣﺎﻫﻮ " ﺭﺟﺎﺀ " !
ﻣﺎ ﺃﺑﻲ ﺗﺠﺎﻭﺑﻨﻲ .. ﻭﻻ ﺗﺴﺘﻐﺮﺏ ﺇﻧﻲ ﺃﺳﺄﻟﻚ
ﻻ ﺗﻨﺼﺪﻡ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺰﻟﺘﻲ , ﺣﺎﻟﻲ ﻛﻤﺎ : ﺃﺑﻮ ﺍﻟﻌﻼﺀ
ﻋﻨﺪﻱ ﺳﺒﺐ : ﻣﺎ ﺗﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﺇﻧِّﻲ ﺃﺟﻴﻚ ﻭ ﺃﻭﺻﻠﻚ
ﻻ ﺗﻌﺘﺒﺮ ﺟﻤﺮ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺷﺎﻋﺮﻙ ﻳﻌﻨﻲ " ﻫﺠﺎﺀ "
ﻟﻮ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺑﻬﺠﻲ ﺣﻀﺮﺗﻚ ﻣﺎ ﺧﻔﺖ ﻣﻨِّﻚ .. ﻗﻠﺖ ﻟﻚ !
ﻫﺬﻱ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻴﺪﻩ ﺻُﻨِّﻔﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻓﺘﺮﻱ ﻗﺼﺔ " ﺭﺛﺎﺀ "
ﺣﺐٍ ﻳﻤﻮﺕ ﻭﺗﻨﻮﻟﺪ .. ﻭﺣﺐٍ ﻳﻌﻴﺶ ﻭﻳﻘﺘﻠﻚ !
ﻧﺎﺩﻳﺖ ﻟﻚ ﻳﺎﻣﺎ .. ﻭﻻ ﻟﺒِّﻴﺖ ﻟﻲ , ﻭﺿﺎﻉ ﺍﻟﻨﺪﺍﺀ !
ﺇﻧﺒَﺢ ﺻﻮﺗﻲ ﻭﺍﻟﺼﺪﻯ ﻣﻦ ﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﺎ ﻧﺎﺩﻳﺖ ﻟﻚ !
ﺃﻗﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺛﻴﺎﺑﻲ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻭﺃﺑﻌﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺠﻮﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﺀ
ﻭﺭﻏﻢ ﺇﺑﺘﻌﺎﺩﻙ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﻌﺐ ..ﺃﺭﺳﻢ ﻃﻤﻮﺡ ﻭﺃﻣﻬﻠﻚ ..
ﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟﻲ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺀ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟـ ﺟﺮﻭﺣﻚ " ﺩﻭﺍﺀ
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ﻣﺎ ﻋﺸﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺩﻧﻴﺎﻱ ﻟﻲ !! ﻋﺎﻳﺶ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻋﺸﺖ " ﻟﻚ ! "
ﻋﻠﻤﺘﻚ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﺍﻟﻮﻓﻲ ,.. ﻣﺎ ﻳﺨﺬﻟﻚ ﻓﻴﻪ " ﺇﻧﺘﻤﺎﺀ " !
ﻭﻋﻠﻤﺘﻨﻲ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺍﻟﻌﺸﻢ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺤﺒﻪ .. ﻳﺨﺬﻟﻚ !!
ﻋﻠﻤﺘﻚ ﺇﻥ ﺃﺻﻞ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﻯ ﻳﺮﺟﻊ ﻟـ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ " ﺇﺣﺘﻮﺍﺀ " !
ﻭﻋﻠﻤﺘﻨﻲ ﺇﻥ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﻯ , ﻣﺎ ﻋﺎﺵ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺑـ ﺩﺍﺧﻠﻚ !
ﻋﻠﻤﺘﻚ ﺇﻧِّﻲ ﻟﻚ ﺑﺤﺮ ] ﻣﺪَّﻩ ﻭﺟﺰﺭﻩ [ ﻟﻚ ﻭﻓﺎﺀ !
ﻭﻋﻠﻤﺘﻨﻲ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺃﻧﺼﺪﻡ ﻭﺃﻏﺮﻕ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻲ .. ﺳﺎﺣﻠﻚ !
ﻣﺎ ﺗﺴﺘﺤﻲ ,, ﻭﺩﺍﻣﻚ ﻛﺬﺍ ؟ - ﺇﻓﻌﻞ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺸﺎﺀ !
ﺗﻮِّﻱ ﻋﺮﻓﺖ ﺇﻧِّﻲ ﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻋْﺮِﻓِﻚ .. ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺟﻬﻠﻚ !
ﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﺑﺲ ﻟﻚ ؟ ﻳﺎ ﻻﻋﺐ ﺃﺩﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻟﺪﻫﺎﺀ !
ﻭﻣﺎ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻟﻚ ﺃﻗﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻧﻔﺎﺳﻚ ﻭﺃﻗﺮﺏ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻠﻚ ؟!
ﻣﺎ ﻋﺎﺩ ﺗﻔﺮﻕ ﻏﻴﺒﺘﻚ ﺃﻭ ﺭﺟﻌﺘﻚ .. ﻋﻨﺪﻱ ﺳﻮﺍﺀ !
ﻛﻨﺖ ﺇﻫﺘﻤﺎﻣﻲ ﻭﺭﻏﺒﺘﻲ ,.. ﻭﺍﻟﺤﻴﻦ ﺩﻭﺭﻱ ﺃﻫﻤﻠﻚ !
ﻻ ﺻﺎﺭ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ ﻟﻚ ﻭﻃﻦ .. ﺃﺑﺴﺄﻟﻚ ﻭﻳﻦ ﺍﻟﻮﻻﺀ ..؟
ﻭﺷﻠﻮﻥ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺍﻟﻤﻤﻠﻜﻪ ؟ - ﺩﺍﻡ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﺎﻧﻪ ﻣﻦ ) ﻣﻠﻚ ( !
ﺇﻥ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺟﺎﻫﻞ !.. " ﻟﻌﺒﺘﻚ ﻗﻠﺒﻲ " ﻭﻣﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﺫﻛﺎﺀ
ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻄﻔﻞ ﺇﻥ ﺟﺒﺖ ﻟﻪ ] ﻟﻌﺒﻪ ..[ - ﻭﻻﺀﻩ ﺻﺎﺭ
ﻟﻚ !
ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻧﺘﻬﻲ ﻋﻨﺪﻱ - ﺃﻣﺮ ﻣﺎ ﻫﻮ ﻃﻠﺐ ﻭﺇﻻ - ﺭﺟﺎﺀ ..
ﻻ ﻳﺸﻐﻠﻚ ﻣﺎﺿﻲ ﺇﻧﺘﻬﻰ .. ﺭﻛِّﺰ ﻋﻠـﻰ " ﻣﺴﺘﻘﺒﻠﻚ ! "
ﺭﺁﻗﺖ ﻟﻲ .. :004: